Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Cryings from 2014

I want to have this recorded before I forget tomorrow morning. My dad felt rather unloved, coming from a family of chaos pretty much. My mother had trauma and anger built inside of her from lots of life events. My family isn’t as Christian loving family as I thought they were. We’re a dysfunctional family. No wonder I’m a sociopath.

God, why do you show us perfection if we’re nowhere near it, if we’ll never be able to reach it?

I guess it doesn’t matter anymore though. Maybe perfection isn’t what we were here for, yet it is so favorable. It looks so appealing.


But I know, perfection only exists after this life, only with God. So I’ll wait. 

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