마음의 짐

잠 못 이루는 밤
죄로 가득 찬 이 맘
기약 없는 기다림 가운데
기름 부어 주시길

사랑한다는 것은

나밖에 없던 세상 속에 너라는 사람을 알게 되어

나의 가진 모든 것, 앞으로의 시간들까지

그저 기다려왔던 사람이라, 그저 꿈 꿔왔던 시간이라

마음의 작은 틈만이라도 내어준다면

하염 없이 기다릴 수 있을 것만 같은 자신감도, 그 무엇도

in between worlds and on

between choices
of passion and of responsibility
the childhood stories were but fairytales
as the world is is mountain full of ice
not especially hateful
but just harsh
where does Jesus stand
amidst the chaos, the suffering
hope to come
just seems too slow

수작

秀作과 酬酌
그 사이의 간극, 그 차이
깃털일지 종이일지

빼어나고 싶어 몸부림치는 그 시간

결국은 결과로만 판단되는

헛된 발버둥이 아니길, 아니었길

Pockets of Heaven

Pockets of Heaven

That's what all this seems to be about

Despite the continuous mishaps

The tragedies and shortcomings

All the how could this happens

We can make small gatherings

An oasis, a safehouse, a certain salvation

Pockets of Heaven 

It is what they are

And that is what all we could do 

here at the moment

until the full kingdom come

언제나

지금의 너는 그때의 네가 아니지만
그때의 너를 지금까지 좋아하고 있는 나이기에
지금의 네가 어떤 모습일지라도
그때의, 지금의, 내일의 모습 모두
한결같이 사랑할게



Hospital Life

Perhaps I have been too close to pain and suffering
Death, always by the doorsteps
Never much smiles or laughter
To live, to love, to be
Perhaps the hardest in life

Togetherness

God, all the world tells me that you are near
that you are here, with me, all through times
but all are but words, laying soft on ears

never in the heart, for it rages on

assurances for a better tomorrow lies

but the days are long, my mind tires

oh Lord, be not another's, 

but one that I can call my God.

Here's to You Pheebs

All I want to do is to say I miss you

but our togetherness were so few in times

it feels like all is reducing to some rhymes

I know you are probably a figment of my imagination now

Maybe it's just what could have been that I long

결혼

나의 모든 순간들이 너에게 맞춰지기를

Through It All

Through it all
the hardships, the challenges, the heartaches, the miseries

a better seems to lie somewhere else

so we walk, we carry on

We can always try

Black and White Photo Album

지독하게 어리석었던, 너무나도 아름다웠던
그 때의 모든 순간들이 지금의 내가 되어
어디로 향해있는지는 모르나
또 그렇게 나아가길, 후회 없이 살아가길

Moonlight

Flashes of sorrow covers me
Instant darkness

A bit of sunshine does cheer on

bur only for a while

for daylight hides as the moonlight glows

I remember being an anxious fellow

but courage had I

Now just a lonely man waiting for death

Hello

 I hope you are doing well.

Moving On

I don't know what I'm waiting for, or looking for.
Fact is, they all move on. Everyone.
All to their loved ones, to their families and friends.

Estranged

I feel more and more estranged from society,
slowly becoming something weirder and darker.

Living History

We seem to be living history,
and our actions will indeed echo throughout time.
How will you live your life?

Estrangement

A little bit of pain is not too bad says he.
All my life, I've struggled to avoid all that.
The vulnerability, the weakness, the fragility.
I have indeed lived an easier life than most.
Maybe the estrangement is just a consequence.

Recent Thoughts #1251777

All the expectations, fantasies shattered

Trying to make the best of what is left

Perseverance, consistency, pride and dignity

Remembering what was once of worth

Glory is what i used to seek, perhaps

Hope, faith, something is missing

Love will guide me through

Arbor Day Planting

A seed of hope. A seed of love.
Grows deep into my heart, conjuring joy and expectations.