On Ad Astra

"Now we know, we're all we got." - Ad Astra

Never thought that the implications of accepting humanity as the only form of life in the universe would be that we are all that we have. It would makes us even more precious, even more loving.

I had once heard that Christian doctrine leans towards that there are no extraterrestrial lifeforms. I never bothered to study it. I brushed it off as simply being stubborn and obtuse. Now I know that believing we are the only intelligent being would makes us unique, that God indeed created us specially, that we are to know Him and to love Him.

Hospital Capitol

My military service is officially over. A full three years and a month did come to an end, and I am looking towards my residency. I have heard many stories of hardship while being in the hospital, and I naturally did not look forward to my time there. Yet, I thought about all the wonderful time I had meeting new friends in faith, just being with people who loved the LORD. I thought about all the wonderful possibilities and experiences I may encounter there and soon began to lighten up. Amidst the COVID-19 outbreak, it is rare to be meeting new people. I'm doing my best to take this opportunity as a God-given one, and try and make the most of it. Pray for me while I begin my training!

싸이퍼 / 고등래퍼 2 - 김하온

안녕 나를 소개하지
이름은 김하온 직업은 traveler
취미는 Tai Chi, meditation 독서, 영화시청
랩 해 터-털어 너 그리고 날 위해
증오는 빼는 편이야 가사에서 질리는 맛이기에
나는 텅 비어 있고 prolly 셋 정도의 guest
진리를 묻는다면 시간이 필요해 Let me guess
아니면 너의 것을 말해줘 내가 배울 수 있게
난 추악함에서 오히려 더 배우는 편이야 man
거울을 보는 듯한 삶 Mirror on the wa-wall
관찰하는 셈이지 이 모든 것 wu-wut
뻐-뻔한 걸 뻔하지 않게 switch up
뻔하지 않은게 뻔하게 되고 있으니까 you know
I ain't trynna be something, I'm just trynna be me
그대들은 verse 채우기 위해서 화나 있지
물결 거스르지 않고 즐겨 transurfing
원한다면 내 손으로 들어올 테니 uh
생이란 이 얼마나 허무하며 아름다운가
왜 우린 우리 자체로 행복할 수 없는가
우리는 어디서 와 어디로 가는 중인가
원해 모든 것을 하나로 아울러주는 답
배우며 살아 비록 학교 뛰쳐나왔어도
깨어 있기를 반복해도 머리 위로 흔들리는 pendulum
난 커다란 여정의 시작 앞에 서 있어
따라와줘 원한다면 나 외로운건 싫어서

김하온 - 싸이퍼 / 고등래퍼 2