Estranged

I feel more and more estranged from society,
slowly becoming something weirder and darker.

Fungal F

I heard it's pretty rare for the department of Family Medicine to have in-patients with pneumonia, let alone the cause still yet to be found. We narrowed it down to either malignancy or fungal infection, but it's going to take a while as the pleural effusion has blocked any views via CT scan. 

Nonetheless, my attending was going over my management history with the patient, and kindly pointed out all that was done well, and all that was not. 

It suddenly occurred to me that perhaps God could be doing the same. Going over all that I was doing as a Christian, on how I lived my life according to the Bible. All that has not been done well. 

I can surely say I'll probably be flying with shining colors with a big fat letter 'F'. It's funny how I felt like I was just in training even in church when I was a student. Now, as I am working professionally, it just seemed like I was called to be a professional Christian as well. Sincerely praying and spreading. 

I wonder how I will have done some years later?