State of Address

Lately, I have not been at peace. God is turning my eyes to see the tragedies and the injustices of the world; the suffering of others mostly. I guess all of this is in response to my prayer request of a vision, some revelation into where I should be heading in this short stop before eternity. 

One thing I learned is that I am too fat, too lazy, too obnoxious, too spoiled, too ignorant, too affectatious, too banal, too scared, too fucking selfish to see what is really going on in the world. 

This here is reality. This is the current state of civilization. This is us, so I pray, not for the change of the world, rather, of my heart.