What am I waiting for? What was I praying about? The unwillingness to participate stemming from something. Was it the past? The accumulated experiences? Whatever it was, it was paralyzing. I truly wanted to act upon God's command, or did I? Not just the commands written in the Bible, but the living word. I do not want to be where I should not be. I want to do what is meaningful. I do not want to suffer if I do not have to. And all these words and thoughts spiral out, plunging me into darkness.
Yet, all I had to do was take a step.
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