I Thought About

I thought about the years I have lived, 31 years and counting.

I thought about just how much I had wanted to get married, to find a soulmate.

I thought about why God had not allowed a partner yet, somebody to love.

I thought about how I was searching for an out, a rest.

I thought about the pity of it all, trying to find an answer elsewhere.

I thought about salvation, of how it is only in Jesus.

I thought about heaven, meeting God once again.

I thought about embrace, finding home.